There would be memories that will be nice to be permanently removed from my brain.
To be honest, too much hurt would be torturing me. One more dose of it would make me scream and give up completely because I’ve endured too much. I don’t know. Sudden thoughts came to mind. I was playing random songs on spotify and somehow, a playlist caught my attention ((i wont say which one)). Songs from there became the constant reminder of the pain I endured over the years. And does having a heart sickness add more to this life?
I don’t want to be a pessimist but somehow, things start to become a blur.
Everything was too traumatizing.
I don’t want those kind of memories again. Why do thoughts have to be unfathomable constellations?